Nothing But Drama!!!

The one thing that i can NOT stand is Drama!!! i absolutely hate it...and i hate being caught up in it. I'm the type of person who has always stayed to myself, never really had to many friends except for a handful!!
I am now a 25 year old women getting ready to have my second child and now is definitely not the time to have drama in my life yet it seems it flocks to me, why? that's a good question i really don't know...it's none of my drama; i'm a stay at home mom, not working right now due to me being high risk in my pregnancy and i don't want to chance it, work would just be to much stress on my body. My fiance ronnie recently got a new job and he litterly is gone all day he leaves at 5:30am to go to work and most nights he doesn't get home until after 9at night. i'm home all day unless i decide to take a walk or something and i'm always with jayden unless he is at his papaws and that is usually on weekends.
When i get free time i usually like to try and find time for friends, it doesn't happen often...either they are in my boat and have familys' and no time to spare like me, or they are the free birds with no kids, maybe a job;but, for the most part are hanging out with other friends. These days i don't even know if having friends are worth it, that's where all the drama comes from! Don't get me wrong, i'm not putting all my friends in the drama catergory. All my friends that have kids and families seem to be great friends, they have better things to do then talk shit, start trouble,and get you involved with the craziness;but the friends who have nothing to talk better about then me me me, there promiscuous sex lives, and about our other friends behind their back is starting to strike a nerve with me and honestly i am sick of it and am not going to put up with it anymore.
I don't want anything to do with the childish behavior anymore, and if it doesn't change with them then i am done associating with them...People like that need to grow up and get a real life, i hope that one day they will all grow up and realize drama is over-rated. I absoutely hate people who are nosey, and butt into other people's business...get alife and stay out of mine!!!!
Two friends that i can say have never let me down are Shanin Mers and Jessica Jetter i have known both of them for along time and would do anything for them. They have never put me in their drama and they have never started any with me, I thank them for their friendship always, and can say they will truely be my best friends forever!!!!!

Baby Update

Well i had a dr appt today it was a follow up and we got to hear the heartbeat!!! That was exciting; Ronnie, Jayden, and mom went with me to the appointment i'm glad they all got to hear the heartbeat. I'm 14 weeks today and at 20 weeks i'll get to have my ultra sound, Thats the appt i can't wait for.
At this point there really isn't to much else to say, i've officially started my second trimester! At this point the baby can squint and make other facial expressions along with gasp and even possible suck it's thumb. I've read it's about the size of lemon (apprx. 3 1/2 in) and about 1 1/2 ounces...This concept is so insane to me, but so exciting!!!
As far as energy goes i have more of it, though i ended up trying to take a nap today been up early and needed a little snooze and i had a major headache going on. My appetite has been back for weeks now, and i ended up gaining the pound back that i had lost so i am back at 152 the weight i was when i found out i was pregnant. I'm sure with in the next week or so i'll be packing on the pounds!!! I'll have more updates as the weeks come along...i should have the most exciting news in about 6 weeks (which seems to far away for me) whether this baby is a boy or girl!!!

Jaydens' 5th Birthday

It's my son's 5th birthday, it's so exciting! he's been waiting for this day for the past year!!! he woke me up at 8am with his hand in my face saying "this is how old i am" sometimes it seems he is older than 5, most of the time he acts more mature then he should be, but he does have his moments where the whining comes out. We opened his bday presents around 9am, and i honestly thought he would be a little more excited to open his gifts....i remember when i was his age i was overwhelmed with anticipation, but no he calmly opened each gift and said "oh cool i wanted this" even when he opened the new scooter we got for him all he said was "i wanted this scooter" he did it with a slight smile, but if it had been me my face would have hurt from smiling so much! but i should have expected that from him, even at christmas time he was never really overjoyed that santa had come and left him tons of gifts under the tree. For christmas when he was 3 i had got him a bike, set it all up by the tree and his eyes didn't even light up when he saw it that christmas morning, i thought it was because it was extremly early and he just wasn't awake yet..and maybe that was the case....i know he loves everything that i get/got him he's just not one of those over excited people and that's okay, he says thankyou and most everything always gets good use out of it, so i know i did good!!!!
These 5 years have gone by so quick, i'm glad i have lots of memories to look back on.....i still remember his first birthday and how he was a biter and a headbanger and how for the longest time he wouldn't talk to anybody but family....today is a milestone and there will be many more to come!!!!